It's a well known and published fact that I am a long suffer of depression. It has changed throughout the years cycling as traditional depression, to anxiety and fears. I have never really had a good reason to be depressed, as so many people find about depression, there is no reason, it's just looming over you. I am happy to say that after many many years of trying different medications I have been on one that has worked great, for me, for the last two or three years, it doesn't mean that it's full-proof, more that it does not come in such painful ways.
Recently I have found myself quite down. Like usual, I have better days than others. It's best if I am very busy, sitting around doesn't work well for my mind. Anyways, this last few months ( you maybe have notices I haven't been blogging) I have been spiraling down. I think this has been my longest bout of depression as an adult (Because weren't we all depressed during that 4 years of highschool? I know I was!) Anyways, I have upped some of my medications and I am starting to feel a little better (Which is why I'm blogging again!).
The un-exiting news is that not much has happened in the few months that it's been since I have been on the internet. The exciting news is that since I'm starting to feel on the mend and slightly normal again I am planning another epic Bolander adventure. The details are a little sketchy because my plan depends on my day. Possible locations include convincing my husband to (finally) let me get an RV and traveling around the east coast up to DC for a fun filled week at museums, Alaska like right now because it's SO HOT, Japan in 2015 or Bonaire in December... or all 4!
Since we are working diligently on becoming debt free these trips are being planned out as debt free trips. Sadly, there is still no sign of my reality show to watch the kids and I travel all over the world so we are paying for the expenses.
In addition to my travel plans I am excited that on Monday I am starting the 21 day fix lead by my wonderful sister.
I know this isn't the most exciting post in the world but I am just happy to be feeling up to blogging again!
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